: ) not really summer school - hair design 12 -although 11 and 12 are in the same blass.

8am - 11:30am monday to friday ~

>_____> ; sigh it's worth four credits-
but i'm only taking it for fun...

thinking this would be a good experience to try and . ..
hate to say it but must -

I ADMIT I MIGHT BE SOMEWHAT OF A PERFECTIONIST.
even though things never turn out perfect for me -


but i need to learn to .. relax? a little. i guess. since . . .
well even though i try my hardest - i'm always . . . below average >____> ; hmm.
relaxing might bring me to a higher level?

borrowed lots of books from the library-
pain in the ass to bring home especially since the summer heat is so hot and i was just smart enough to bring around 20 hardcovers home -
adult and teen hardcovers. heavy heavy. and also a "few" (like no more then 10 really) manga books home. as well as a 'few" magazines : )

>___< and i decided to leave when the sun was at it's hottest. sigh. perfect day ended with my brother not wanting to come down to unlock the chain to let me in - - - :\ n he was only irritated from the heat. he didn't go to school. didn't get waved off by friends. . didn't walk through the heat. just stayed at home. in the heat. sigh.

: ( my update turned into a rant.
first test over for hair - thanks ellen <3 really appreciated. going to read books now byebye <3

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happy birthday tim - - -

sorry i forgot : P


^______^; it just slipped my mind even though i was texting you hehe





happy birthday my white brother from another mother (XD)
who can speak mandarin so much better than me -
those girls talking about you in the elevator could stand no chance!

XD

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i think running's better as a stress release than crying ~

they both make you tired &
both kind of waste time but . . .

running tones you & probably will energize you

crying makes your eyes puffy and make you want to sleep.



~ gonna post this in a facebook note now : >

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a church couple from my church are getting married!
the pastor's son and someone's daughter -

(in chinese we call guys gege (older brother) and girls jiejie (older sister) if they're unmarried)

so this girl - i really like her. she's so pretty and nice and funny and ~
i admire her & love her style. apparently she's in the arts sector too !


<3 i really wanna congratulate them and i wish forever for their happiness!


on this weddingnote ~
my friend april - her mom and her tito (kinda like the chinese gege except it means uncle not brother) are getting married! congrats to them as well : )

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I thought crying was supposed to help you relieve stress or something?

So after talking & crying for 40-50 minutes -
why do i not feel any better?

:\

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hate. pain. one hour one question.

and i'm pretty sure it's not just me.
there's ONE other girl like this too.

then no more.
haha.. ;___;

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Lord of the Flies - I would appreciate it more if all i had to do was read it.

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anyone who reads my stuff,
i really wanna thank you.

i love you commenters a lot too ^^


so today i read twenties girl by sophie kinsella. ~
awesome book. a lot better than i would've thought (originally thought it would be good but can i say - it blew me away)

but it made me lol a little when i realized, these types of blow me away books i have a sort of a love-hate relationship with.

love the story. got right into it.
hate the ending, because i've finished the book - i've wasted my time and my homework isn't done (NOT TODAY THO HAHA), and i feel utterly devastated that my life is not like this happy ending. and i feel sad. empty-like.

that's all loves,
haha how british! you would get this if you read the book :P it's british yes haha.

<3 i should try and update more often shouldn't i,

neesomiso

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